If I were there I would give you a hot bubble bath and wash your hair I will give you a shoulder massage why you relaxed in the hot water and we talk about pleasant things. You would tell me about your greatest achievements and things that made you feel good about yourself. I would wash your body down with a sponge very gently which would be very relaxing for you. You would exit from the bath and I would dry you off and have you go lay on the bed and then I would rub you down with a warm while I am a size your shoulders back butt and legs. We talked very little is your relax and I can feel the tension falling away from your body. The message is not done to arouse you it is done to relax you. You eventually become so relaxed your fall asleep. I cover you with the sheets and I leave quietly to let you get some rest and hopefully you were sleep throughout the night.