How much you have aged in the last year. Has your hair turned grey or white? Have you grown as a person? Have you finally realized you cannot get what you really want or need from strange and meaningless pussy. You fear me because I can give you what you need and want and you know it but to scared to feed that hunger , you think of me everyday and you're stuck in fantasy scared shitless to move to make it reality. You had a family and wife a year ago but I do wonder how the divorce changed the dynamics of your world .