All you need is a familiar warm body to make you feel comfort. Just to have that body next to you and you can hug that person can make you feel so safe and secure. I know what it's like to sleep by yourself every night in the wake up every day by yourself. I know what it's like to walk in the door I have no one to talk to you about your day. I know what it's like do you have no one to make love to and takes pressure sales sexually. I know that emptiness feeling and I know the feeling of the tears rolling down your cheeks. I know the depression that rich your heart piece by piece every day. And I know that terrible feeling that comes with knowing that your ex partner he's moved on and left you behind. how do I know all these emotions? Because I've lived through them like 1000 other people and it's not pleasant so having empathy for those that are going through it is a must.
You used to be so arrogant and you really thought you were something you thought you were better than everybody else or so you acted you were so rude and just an ugly person in many ways. But since the divorce I feel a major change in you I feel that you have reevaluated your life what you want and how you've treated people. It says if you've learned how easy it is to hurt people and you've learned it's very easy to hurt someone. The divorce it's very painful I realize but you've learned a lot from it and it has changed for the better from what I feel. I know you're very lonely but that too shall pass in time and you shall live a normal life soon but soon means about a year and a half because you're one of those guys that carries the torch for your ex. I know I repeat myself a lot it's because people don't listen to me and I have to keep repeating myself it's like you I had to keep telling you over and over about your health because you won't do anything about it so I have to keep bitching at you I swear you should pay me to be your assistant so I can follow you around all day and keep on your ass about the things that are really important in your life.
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