And I need you to know you are never a pain in my ass I never consider yourself one. I just know what you're going through and it sucks Beyond belief. I just want you know that someone cares I Think of you for who you are. You really do need some fun in your life you need some laughter. Its as if youve sequestered yourself from the world it seems it's not the world that hurt you. So do you eat out a lot which you guys call take away or do you cook for yourself? Do you think one day maybe you can barbecue for me so I can have that original Argentina BBQ? I just want to see you laugh one day or at least smile that would make my day. Have a good evening sunshine