Did you ever wake up do you want solemn? You're not happy you're not sad you just kind of blah? That's the way I feel today flat line not up not down just blah. When people come around I put my happy face on and say hi how are you everything is fine with me when I actually it's not not today at least. It's been a shitty week so far having to lie to a friend about something that could devastate his life well I didn't lie to him well yes I did I lied to him by omission and I feel terrible but I cannot involve myself in the situation and this really bothers me. I'm just not one of those women that feels it's my place to tell information that has been told me to another that will devastate them. Got a let run its course it's karma I guess but I know it's not my place.